Writing and Stuff

I'd make a bigger pattern size, definitely, but for the problem that the one I'm making is the largest in the pattern envelope, and I don't want to have to buy the pattern again to get the next bigger size. :) I think the stress is definitely related to the eating problems - the difficulty I've been running into is I keep not wanting to spend any time by myself, which means hanging out with people, and generally speaking hanging out with people means eating out, which is where my problems lie. :) I'm trying to decide if I think I should just accept that it's going to be a problem until I move again (there are some difficulties in eating well right now, like the fact that going to the supermarket is a pain in the butt because I have to carry all my groceries like 2/3 of a mile, and the fact that the smoke alarm goes off if I use the oven part of my stove...) and just do my best not to do incredibly stupid things. :) Sigh. :) It's just irritating, with all the exercise I'm getting - if I could just watch what I eat I'm sure I'd lose weight. Grr.